Tan Lay Suan's 19th.

This is so overdued! I know I owe it. :p

OMG, I just realised that there is still SOOOOO many things to do for cluedo, I'm SOOOOO in deep shit. SHITSHITSHIT. Whatever. I'm worn out and aching all over. And I have to get to school by 2PM later. Like what the bleah. Oh, I HAVEN'T PACK MY BAGS :( Terrible.

Yesterday was like totally wasted. Literally drank and drank and drank the entire night. Because it's
TAN LAY SUAN FELICIA'S 19th BIRTHDAY!

Weet ooohhh weeeeeet :p (I remembered taking this photo semi-drunk!)
I wish you much happiness in time to come, and I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW IT :) You have really grown up my baby, ya it's time to upgrade you from baby to toddler :D LOL. You lame piece of shit, I LOVE YOU! Let's make the pictures do the talking :D Horrendously burnt out. PHEW.

FOOD baby : D We are the gluttons. So... Her birthday was officially held at Pasir Ris Park. You don't wna know what actually happened before we found the pit. (HUFFS!) And.... It's really strange how people know you and you seriously don't know them at all! HAHA! :)

My chefs for the day :) YAY.

Jol LOVES apple and crannies!!!!! :DDDD BUT, it tasted weird when I was high on alcohol. :/

Feli baby's birthday CARD. Made with love by Mouuuufy.

COACH for baby! : D

This is her favourite fragrance :D

I think she drank a little way tooooo much for her. HAHAHA. Classic.

And hmmmmmmmmm..... ME TOO :x I swear I was freaking sober! LOL. Look damnnnn wasted lar. Oh I remembered this scene, I was asking everyone to come over and cut the cake! LOL. They were worried I'll topple it over!

YEAHHHHHHH. All so high.



MY BABY YOU :DDDDDD I LOVE THIS GIRL LIKE HOW HUMANSS BREATHE :D

There, happy birthday cake for baby! Sponsored by our dearest NUMEES :D Strawberry shortcake from Bakerzinn! YUM :)

Cutting the cake, and looooook the drunken girl! LOL.

One group shot, yo.

The next moment I knew, Boobies came hugging me! And I was high and dizzy, I lost balance and literally fall off the seat. I fell backwards with her lar!!!!! And I cushioned her fall, but poor me, I landed flat on my back. GOD. It's was so damn freaking hilarious!!! EMBARASSING at the same time?! HAHA.

The next thing I knew, the cream came. ARG... it seriously stinks on the face!!!! (BARFS!)

AND. HAHAHAHAHA! There you have a......... HAHAHAAHA.

HAHAHA... there there Boobies, Ballies is here for you. :))



Heee, all so adorable. I LOVE MY JUNKIES MUCH! :))

That's all folks. Time to hit the sack! ZZZZ. See me Wednesday night!

busy jol.

I feel the utmosttttttttt lethargy in my bones. Seriously taking it's toll on me.. and with the other things happening to my closest friends, it's seriously not helping much. I always have a thinking that everything happens for a reason, be it a good or bad one.. It's a test everyday you sit through, either bent or you break.. How can you differentiate who's real and what's fake? It really all about TRUST, this fucking big word. And what happens if you trust the wrong person.....? You pretty know how much it feels like. It's painstakingly tiring to relieve one hurtful past, like a bloody friggin' deja vuu.. Everybody gets sick of it.. Then you can start asking me, what is my life about. It what? Revolves around lies and so much more lies. I wouldn't be standing today if it wasn't for the people whom I love and trust so much. I appreciate it very very veryyyyy much.. Sigh, what's the point talking about life, it's bullshit. It's sheer stupidity.

Ignore that, I'm sitting all alone in this cold room. A classroom in TP. I'm talking to nobody now. It's empty. Came to school to get some work done for SL camp's cluedo. ZZZZ. Of all roles to be, I must be the clue master. LOL. Seriously bad at it lar. Jol's assistant isn't around today ): Hmmmm.... ): Sigh... Yup getting back to do work sooooon. Yawns. I need sleep seriously. ZZZ. Everyday I sleep less than 6 hours leiiiiiii. Like what the hell lar, this holiday so busy. Then when I'm free, it's seriously FREEEED. DAMN BORED LAR. Sigh, hope it's evening time soon, going to meet boobies later. I love you boobies. Hope everything's okay.....Ciaos, back to my busy holidays!! Cheers everyone. Btw, I'm leaving the band soon. It's like a fear living in me now... Sigh. Seriously, nothing's helping!?! YAWNS.......

What a damn nonsensical entry. Ciao.

Balls.

AWFULLY BURNT OUT. After this entry I'm going to slap myself to bed for a long rest, though there's meeting later in the morning. Reckoned I'll be late anyway. I'm truely sucked dried to the max due to insufficient rest and I have been seriously going OUTSIDE for the past March. Anyway, for starters:

HAPPY 19TH BDAY TO MISS JACQKWOKKAMYAN :D

Okay, nvm that her birthday had already just passed :p Now we are anticipating for another Poldar's bday, MISS TANLAYSUANFELICIA :DDD My baby is going to be 19 in 9 days time :D Awfully packed schedules, I hardly even have time to rest sufficiently, well... It'ds just that.. Sometimes insomnia could take its toll on me...

My sunday night was spent with Mr Gabriel. And he keeps saying that I was acting rather weirdly. You really ought to know why... Sigh, the only thing I hope for now? Is to get through this very phase once and for all! Well... There's just soooo many things I have to keep in mind; Time and trust. And there's really no need to hurry, where you'd think you're going, Miss?? Whatever it is now, every happy moment is a bonus and every sad one is a basic. Yupp.. The night was short but sweet still. Went to bloody PS (cui....), haha and this silly didn't tell me we were going to the movies again, and soooo, we caught Spiderwick Chronicles! He just LOVESSSSSSS cartoons, funny mystical creatures (like water horse), magic and fantasy (HMMM. living in his own fairytale as well too. hahaha!) No wonder look like Patrick Star also! LOL. Funny lar :) YOU, MADE MY DAY. Actually, you make it almost everyday! :) Just so you know, I'm with you.. :)

MONDAY. I woke up so damn early that morning. Accompanied my two most retarded balls in the whole wide world and to BINGE, BINGE AND BINGE. HA. At the airport, from Macdonalds', to Starbucks, to Sakae Sushi! FOODMADNESS. I think we ought to receive GOOD KARMA 'cause we helped this caucasian man who seemed apparently lost and how to go about buying his air ticket to fly back to Jakarta. LOL, he thinks Babyy and I are MALAYSIANS. ZZZ. Pure chinese here, hello? LOL. Evening arrived after eating for what seemed like 43538322358923 hours, Boobies went to her baby's and MY Babyy went for her singing class. Me? I bought/borrowed a book to read and kill time waiting for them to get back to me after whatever they are done with. Literally NUA-ED and died at Babyy's singing school's lounge near PS, Dhoby (ARG!) for 2 damn hours. Went for FOOD again. Disgusting. We settled for soya bean and you tiao. It's surprisingly a very good combination! :) The little boy who puked at the entrace of Rochor tao huay store was, UTTERLY DISTURBING. I was so damn disturbed but I just can't help but look at the puke, and thought to myself, "So that is what I'm going to eat later." He literally puked out all his tao huay. Poor lil' kid :( Soon after supper, HOME SWEET HOME.


BABYY AND ME.
Cam-whoring in one of the toilets in Changi Aiport.
For like what? 1/2 an hour!? HAHA.


This morning was the SL workshop, so we had to go to school to try out the games on some of the DAE students. I just LOVE my station :) SLs, you'll know why. Soon :) LOL. Overall today was not bad, just that I'm seriously BEAT shit balls! I woke up at 7 today just to go to school. ZZZ. Left TP early and headed to Bugis to celebrate bb Jacq's birthday! :) Hope you had fun girl! We dined at Indulgez and KTV-ed at..... stone.... somewhere near Dhoby (UHHHHH! gross place!) Got awfully high on some disgusting Tiger Beer and went horredously off tune. I feel so old singing in a KTV lounge and drinking beer please. ZZZ. LOL. Well, numees twin love, you're always missing out so much fun! It's not your fault if you get sick babe, but do take care and get well soon! :) LOVE YOU :) I'm seriously nodding off alr. zzzz. Nights everyone.


The 9AM morning spasms. Candid and oh-so-random please.
Kandis, me, Shaun and Kannan.

Got drawn by Joyce and Jo-an lar. ZZZ.
Find X. Anybody?! haha.

LOL, one of the nicest picture just now.
BOOBIES AND BALLS.

More photographs to come, promise :)
Sleight of hand and twist of fate..

PS: I Love You.

Hello :) I've ditched my blog for a pretttty long time alr, so let me give you guys some updates of my oh-so-hectic-i-went-out-everyday life :D Lol, yes! I've been going out EVERYDAY since the 28 Feb, my last papers. Oh yes, speaking of papers, the results were out yesterday and HOMG, I didn't get As BUT BUT BUT. I had a couple of B+s , Bs and Cs. YAY. NO Ds! :D And finally my GPA this semester is the best out of my 4 semesters in TP :) I improved by 0.16. :D Better than then improving AND deproving by 0.03 every semester! LOL. HAPPYKID.

MONDAY was the so called BIG day, where my team faced real life clients to discuss our proposal. And we won one of the presentations and we really owe it ALL to CHIA :D YOU ARE THE MAN, PAL :) So yadah yadah, I was a nervous wreck as usual... And I screwed up my introduction as well. ZZZ. But then the rest went well. Yup. Next month there will be prize presentation for this, sooooooo damn GAY! :) Good work team :D Went Cafe Cartel for lunch, Coffee Bean for tea and we caught the evening movie, Leap Years. AND. I skipped the first day of band. I think I might not be going tmr as well. :x



TUESDAY morning was damn boring 'cause I had to go to school for prog meeting! YAWNS. It felt awfully long and boring for the day. And finally, the long awaited time with poldars to EAT PRATA at Jalan Kayuuuu :DDDD UBERDUPERECSTATIC. LOL. Ya and I ate like loads of crap. Kway tiao and Maggi Goreng, Mutton Murtabak, Indian Rojak! YUMYUM. And we took a nice long walk along the empty streets and back to Compass Point. Windy, breezy and... SNAIL-Y. :( I crushed one :((( SAD. But oh well, was great fun with them. Numees my beloved twinnie, get well soon! You've missed out way tooo much F U N on Tuesday! I love You! :)







WEDNESDAY was a FLOP 'cause Eden and I didn't get a chance to sun tan. So we ended up RAIN TANING. ZZZ. Totally a WET-NESS-DAY! :( But we decided to eat, chill and drink coffee. We had Marche, Starbucks and TCC :) HMMMM. I think indoor tanning is disgusting. The device use to roast human skin is equally DISTURBING to the max. I wouldn't imagine myself inside those machines. It looks like a... a.. DEATH BOX. Yes that's the thing! It looks like a COFFIN, GOODNESS! A RETRO LOOKING ONE that is. :/ SCARY. Anddddd.. Indoor tanning doesn't give contrast to your skin, it loooks so damn FAKE please. Anyway, Eden met his friends in the evening while I met BIE for a movie :) We caught 10,000BC. HEEEEEEE. SWEEEEEEEET. Everything went well! :))) Thanks for everything silly. Anyway, you are still AS CLUMSY AS ever.

PS: I LOVE YOU. NOT. YET. HAHAHA. HUGS :)

OKAY. THAT'S ALL FOLKS. I'M GOING TO SURPRISE SOMEONE LATER! :) BYEEE.

randomness.

HAHA. Random :D MR HO AND US. I'm still cuter!!! :D
I'm going to miss year 2 so badddddd! And yes my gayest tutor too :D SIGHHHH.
I'm suppose to be sleeping now 'cause I've got a dry-run presentation at 10.30AM later in schoolll.. BLAH :/
GOD BLESS MY FELLOW MEMBERS AND I ON 10MARCH2008, 2 presentations to go ):

Thinking of something random, Patrick Starfish. HMM.

NIGHTS(:

Let's talk about....

Good. Evening. Or. Like in the midst of the night(: Before I head to bed for a wonderful day later, like real.. need to polish up presentation slides at Kovan Macs with the group, I'll just like to update a few things that happened in just two sweet days.

Sunday was a well spent one with Mr. Eden :D Long time since I last saw him, hahahas someone's looking more handsome arh! :D We ate, shopped, ate, shopped, drank and bitched non-stop. LOL :D Thanks for the dayyyy! Pretty much enjoyed bimbo-ing with you and thanks for desserts at Bakerzin :D Really sweeeeeeet. Can't wait for tanning session at Sentosa! Ohmmmm :D

Had a talk with Poldars today at PS. Hmmm, I have practically nothing much to say, but hope everything would be alright after today (well, guess it's a lot better now).. It's either we bend or we break, but I have faith in Poldars, that we will surely BEND and we won't BREAK. Right girls? I love every single soul in this clique, I SWEAR(: May our love for each other blossom into something wonderful by the end of our Poly years. And of course, many many many years to come, we'll see each other marry and have kids and grow into obasans. So we did some minor shopping and chilled around eateries like Ice Monster and Rocky Master.

Had the regular night jog and I also added another mark-collection to my body. ZZZ. Since lately the girls have their own collections on their arms, I decided to own one! Like real my foooooooooooot. LOL. I hit my elbow agaisnt the pole while attempting to do pull ups. ): I still can't obviously and ended up having a bruised elbow. Thanks Boobies for reflaxing my arms when I just forgot how to. (: Okay Should let this entry be short and sweet. Good night then :D

Pool at Parkway 01032008

How pretty pink and yellow BALLS are(:

Yile taking her shot!

Food porn never tasted this good.

BBMs settled for WARAKU!

Yile's nabeyaki (I think that's what it's called. Normally remembered it as the nabei udon. HOHO.) udon.

Pork broth Ramen :D YUMMY PORK and BROTH :DDD

Gigantic bowl of curry tori rice :D

Something don. LOL it's chicken!

Most disgusting cheese dish I've ever eaten in my entire life, and I even thinkblue cheese taste even better. It tasted great but looked like they drown my cheese and potatoes in 10 tablespoons of oil! SUPER GROSS AND OILY :D PUNY-MEGA SINFUL TREAT! And ended up I had to drown myself in Oolong Tea!

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Don't act shy, Eden!

His sweet treat at Bakerzin; Vanilla Varholna Chocolate w MARSHMELLOW!
Very thick and luke warm chocolate :D My marshmellow supposed to melt, but it didn't! ):

Some ice blended mocha, tasted a tad bitter!

The HIGHLIGHT :DDDD
WARM CHOCOLATE CAKE!
DAMN NICE :DDDDD Million thumbs up for this :D
Supposingly topped with vanilla ice-cream, but they ran out of it, so they replaced it with chocolate ice-cream. Warm chocolate cake oozing with hot chocolate is madnessssss. Drizzled with orange juice/essence or something with some orange peels and a slice of orange at the bottom of the cake and lastly garnished with blue berries, strawberries, raspberries and strawberry sauce.
HEAVEN MUST HAVE TASTED LIKE THAT :D

Okay enough of the nonsense eh? HAHA! And I caught you reading mine! HA, byeeee. Good night darling Earthlings!

Embrace March.

(FOCUS ON ME LAR!)

HELLO WORLD(: I DECLARE.... (DRUMROLLS!) FREEDOM! :D:D:D:D

YES, free from those bloody mental draining routines, of having to burn midnight oil and squeezing theories into my damn puny brain! I'm so happy again. SO SO SO HAPPY, that I don't know what I should be doing. Where do I begin?!

Feburary had really been a BLAST, thank God! I had so much fun from the beginning till it ended. Although it lasted for 29days (Leap Year! :D), it felt like an entire period of purest pain and fun. It felt like it could last forever, but it ended. From CNY, to Boobie's 19th, to the final exams for Year 2 and lastly the many outings! 28 Feburary marked the ending of mental tourment! NO MORE EXAMINATIONS! YIPEE. Still.... f. the upcoming project presentation in mid March. Both of my group's projects have been chosen to be presented to CYC. Damn it. Damn frustrated by the fact that I have to touch up the presentations. I seriously thought that I could chuck them away can. Come onnnnnnn, it's the goddamn holiday and I still have to face my fking gross ANP and CRM reports. I can't even believe that the last minute CRM project could even get an opportunity to present to CYC. THANKS MS LIM. VERY VERY MUCH. Pffffft.... Okay, no point rambling about school work ):

Anyway, 28th was a day with Poldars. It wasn't as enjoyable frankly speaking. I was very very upset that day, but I just had to shut it up. But doesn't really matter.. Still it was a great day where we gathered, ate and shopped.. almost together? Sigh. Anyway, I finally bought SHOES(: Most of the shoes in my rack gave way ): So I bought 2 pairs to satisfy my needs. HAHA. YAY, a pair of pumps and another pair of semi-looking-loafers. I love loafers(: I like it when guys wear it too. Looks awfully cute(: Especially when it's a pair of white loafers! ((: Random.

The very next day was an exhuasting one. Went tanning with Poldars at Sentosa(: Had a mild tan and extreme volleyball session. But it was really fun and wooooo, HOT(: Pespired till the sand stuck to me. LOL, I felt like Mua Chee! After that we had lunch at Vivocity. And again the tension.... I was so upset over those words, they made my heart heavy. ): What did she meant by that, why is there so much tension.... Sigh, end up eating dimsum at Bosses with Jacq and twin, the rest went Sakae. After everything, we went down to ECP for Cookie's gf's surprise party. I almost died laughing!!! 'Hom hom chucky' never felt so stupid I swear. AHAHAHA. We could even make 23 year old guys do stupid things! HAHA! We made the losers zombie-jumped around lovers sitting on the benches, chased joggers and cyclists, disturbed them and asked them to do random silly things for us like saying 'I LOVE YOU', got theirs names and contact numbers, lamp post dance, horse stood for a minute (that was unbearable!!! I GOT THAT FORFEIT!), slapping party hats on faces (and I GOT THAT TOO!!) and many many MANY other STUPID things!!! It's so damn humiliatinggggggggg!!!! But oh what fun to see all of them do stupid things. Great fun and company(: HAHA. Thanks COOKIE for the party and food! : D Went home so late that we had to cab home! BOO.

On the first day of March, it was spent with my bandits! We practically ATE and DRANK the entire day! PARKWAY is a food paradise : D We ate Aunt Anne's, Ding Tai Feng, Waraku, Coffee Bean, fruits and many more! :D I'm going to miss Yile! ): She's not going for NBC (national band competition). And I dread NBC TOTALLY. ): I reckon I won't be back for Semester 3.2. 6 reports and SIP to tackle. Sigh, hell is waiting for me... SIGH. Utterly upset. After NBC, no more Hua and Randy. Even more upsetting ): I'm holding on to band because of my friends. Sigh.... It's such a tough decision too. 'Cause I would have to give up music forever. ): Sigh.. I don't know what awaits next semester.. So many things running through my head about school, and it's ending really soon too. Sigh. Forget about all this, it's the holidays(:

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Twinnie, Moufy, and Jols at 99cents sushi place(Tampines).

Bleahhhhhhhhhhh :p Felicias! On the train obviously(:

Hahahas, caught of guard! :D

Chanel compact powder pooofed out reaction! :o

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Jacq, Jol and Twinlove!

The chicks and I with shade waiting for the tram which took forever to come!

Bath time :D

Group photograph :d Where's my darling FELI? ):

On the way back. Boobies said I looked like a MAFIA. Peace!

I''m the BOSS of dimsum!

This is oh-so-like-totally G L A M O R O U S : D

We walk alone(:

The chicks from RMT, yoooo.

Blessing from above :D

Kaydash, Jacq, Jols and Boobies!

Like, OMG! I'm so damn fuglyyyyy.

I AM....... AWESOME :D Stannnn and Kahar!



HOMG, even more fugly. But so cool huh!? The true form of Jols. MAFIAN :D

Shadow of the dark.

I can't believe I could jump THAT high. So grooooooooooooool.

That's all folks(:
FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN :D:D:D
(: Omg, it's 3AM! SAKAE(pukes) WITH EDEN LATERS! :D Ciao.